my brain trains in maze crawls. hello, ended this dead-end-cycling-worry last night with a pre-sleep intention to check my journal this morning.
eh voila. last mood entry: Sep 8. subdued, wondering if the progesterone is playing a role.
calling the doctor today. the ear doctor, cause my left ear is still draining. my OB/Gyn to consult about going off the progesterone.
limited net reading confirms progesterone's involvement in mood dips, suggests to my brain-logic that stopping may induce an early period.
wanna check out logistics, what to watch for physically that's bad enough to merit a week of feeling down to prevent -- how much heavy bleeding is too much, etc. But i'd rather bleed than cry.