Doodle Bug (minikin) wrote,
Doodle Bug

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Feeling subdued

Chemically, it may the progesterone kicking in. My appetite is way up, too.

Found myself thinking of Wolf while I swam today. The kind of spur you on to kick harder, puller harder kind of good there's exertion right here kind of thoughts. And, that was before I found out.

They're having another baby, and I guess it just hit me how different it will be this time, being an outsider. Being able to share in Roo's birth meant quite a lot to me, as it turns out. Leant rather hard on my promise to myself of the 19th today. I mean, I'm happy for them, but sad about how much has changed.

Would have preferred better results with the pretties, would have preferred getting more accomplished today, Audrey's around and screaming and that's not helping. Miss Flar horribly, almost the more because he called today, so contrary am I.

Disappointed by trivial things like the dumpling meltdown -- literally - the Carbquick stuff didn't hold together. No doubt from my attempt to stray from the recipe in two directions - replacing flour and replacing shortening with oil.

Opted out of staying over at Knight and Ro's tonight - had myself convinced I'd work if I came home. Instead I vegged in front of Bab5 with Critter, and worked on the belt. Pretty shiny.

Tomorrow will be a very busy day:
  • Drop off Tigger at school; find parking
  • Try to contact a client about a check
  • Attend parents club meeting
  • Attempt to pick up a check to deposit
  • Swim
  • Bank
  • Catch Up at home -- don't expect to have time for more than Catch Up
  • Car-Line
  • Get to work early
  • Attend "Back to School Night" on dinner break
  • Crawl into bed and melt.

Now, will I actually sleep as I tell myself to?

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