Doodle Bug (minikin) wrote,
Doodle Bug

Not a good day

Stayed in bed almost til 11. Finally dragged myself up and sorted laundry. I've only managed to start two loads by now. I made lunch for Flar, but didn't join him; I had a late breakfast a bit before that.

Feeling bummed today.

That Serenity Prayer. It's a crock. Okay, maybe I just need to learn the difference between acceptance and happiness. I can't seem to learn to accept those things about which I am unhappy, and have no control.

Dreamed about Lothie last night. Disturbing dream about a woman I've never met, whom I admire and assume I could be friends with, yet in the dream she was a bitch and I fought her.

Note to self: when feeling down, reading old email may help or hinder, but reading an old private journal entry entitled "Feeling sorry for myself" ... well, that wasn't too smart.

Politicians ask their constituency to look back over the last year, and ask themselves if they are better off or worse a year later.

Such a complicated question.

Feeling bummed and obscure about it.

Feeling like someone really ought to just tape my mouth shut and make me listen. Not hearing anything to listen to.

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